fly like you've never flown before,

Thursday, May 17, 2007

i dont fucking care.
if you don't want to be my friend so be damn it.
you don't have to give me those glances of freaking wanting to talk.
go to hell.
you don't mean anything to me.

i don even want to go home at nights.
i just want to stay whole day out.
im so busy over sch stuff & instead the household chores tire me out.
im underperforming both acdamically and in sports.
i dont know what the hell is wrong with me.
im fucking short,
i dont know what world is revolving round me.
i find i dont have one friend that i could confide in, not one.
so many things i can't do.
im going to be rebelious,
im straightforward so what.
i want to be back in my pri sch.
where everyting is just so perfect.
nothing hapens....
where im not tired & i have trusty friends who listens & cares.

i dont like crying, i really dont but i cant
i hate my fucking bitched up life.
do i feel left out?
do i feel so sad?
fucking bitch scolded me today i feel so sad:/
i didnt do anything wrong.
i didnt...

i want him to accept & he didnt.
fuck la, im sorry i ignored,
but pls dont break my heart like this.i gave up
so muchhh for this. please?

i want my transfer.
i want to turn my life around.
im ready to give up fencing.
i dont care.

i want to grow taller.
i want that MMUUCCCHHH.

afterall, i dont think going so far in life did any good to me.
it never did.

Y8:32 PM