this pisses me off, crying yourself off to sleep desn't work. listening to music makes you wanna dance your sorrows away. praying seems the only way out.
my eyes are fucking puffy, i wish i nv woke up, that, that day never came nor passed.
i wake up, i look at the sky, it reminds me of him. like shit.
we mainly do the same stuff, we ae alike to my surprise, proving ima not weird!
so now what audrey, you seeked advice, those advice don't really seem to work, you fucking cry, those don't work.
he will never come back. yes, he won't. so muchh for the fun we had. i want to sit on an elephant(:
how i wished it would rain longer & we were outdoors. then we can run in the rain, and hide under your dumb oversized jacket, though love disapproves of it.
how i wished it would rain longer
& we were outdoors.
then we can run in the rain,
and hide under your dumb oversized jacket,
though love disapproves of it.
i wake up, remembering your smell, those hours with you, drives me nuts. thanks for the memories, which i hope didn't came:/
go ba, he's nice, she's nice, everyone is fucking nice.
yes, angeline, i think i should just wait. i always do the same stuff, truely. i hate it.
