Thursday, November 15, 2007
yes, we argued again.is all you know how to say is why?tell me why then,why you always seem to hurt me,why you always care for me,and won't want me getting the wrong idea.i have enough.dont tell me you sometimes get the hit too,that you like me, but you wont wanna think this way.and we're just close friends.so what do you want?tell me, when i say we'll be best friends forever if you want and you said no?what's up with you,i tell you to forget, but you won't.all you ask and know is why.dont you understand it hurts always when you give so much,and nth comes back?why did God even create a thing called love?it hurts and i'm suffering.let's do all our promises,and i will never turn back,for support, love and care.i will bring you and run with you in the rain, i will hold your hand,hug you for evrything, and that would be the last day i'm doing it..i want to se you play BB, your ice-cream treats.hiding under your jacket.everything, before i let go..kai wei says you're a player, but i dont believe,i know you ain't.he's pissed with you for making me cry.he says things so nice, my heart is moved,but it is nv the same with you,you do things i understand,and i do things you understand,we are alike,we are weird.the feeling is there,and i dont want to let go,but im hurting and i dont want to continue,evryhting reminds me of you,it pisses me off.kai wei told me smth real sweeet:he askd me i wanted sight or hearing , i wanted sight and he wanted hearing.i wanted sight because i cant let go of the things on earth the wonders God created and yes, you.he told me his reason:cause you will see for me and i will hear for you.it's real nice, but it's not the same i feel to him than you.song: wait for you.maybe, one day.i'll want to hug you and nv let go:/
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