yes,i have been stepping into RJC for the past continuous 3 days for fencing competition, though i only went there to scream my lungs out and be pek cek about my sch's fencing performance. thought they got second,joint bronze for team and yeah a third for indiv. makes me kinda hmm, jealous? cause i couldnt fence and yeah, only can scream and get angry over my fellow team mates mistakes.yeap, i think everyone there practically hates me now, cause i scream and scold when i aint good enough?
i holy swear that if i get to fence, i will thrash and crush everyone under my fingers,well, when i am more mentally prepared luh(: but my mind functions well when i aint fencing and i spot mistakes like in a snap of fingers?(:
pek cek, f-ed up, jealous and yeah luh, sighs*
trained on the third day which is yesterday, think coach's kinda proud and happy about my performance?(:
hahahs, yeah. i will do well, and get mentally strong too, i promise.boy, i aint studying yet, how great..like not improving my f-up maths foundation and mark chan's teaching are REMARKABLE in a sacastic way? i wanted to fence so badly for the past four days, my left leg still not helping me, aint pushing me off.kinda.. needa do smth about it, and yes get the determination to study before christmas and holy shit cares about the A Maths retest, i doubt anyone knows about it ( shrugs)
hahhas, went to J8 after a depressing and pek cek day in RJC, ate subway and sweets scareded me when i was ranting about the green chilli dumped in my bread by kim. he said i was a pigess, if there is such a damn word, and yeah, i was really shocked he suddenly appeared, with that eugene slow walking behind-.-
so i ate, cheered on my team, though i have screamed for their points which nearly broke the sch hall, or the multi purpose air conditioned bloody big hall, WINDOWS(: the best thing about screaming in their sch is that it has echooooooooes, kinda coooooooooool when we screamed and cheered.
IJ GIRLS ROCKS OKAY, STUCK UP RAFFLES PPL ( though only a few dont)
oh, then i malled with sweets and eugene. i really wana buy that shaking head thinggg, so sweeeeeeet:D
and sweets squashed me against a window panel and yeah, my boobs kana squashed.idiot!:/
sweets has this wonderful smell, heavenly, i like smelling him(: heehs.
then we went homed, and i rmb when Ben dropped my off at yio chu kang, he's bloody sweet(:
but i hope he's doing well now, we'll still be besties love(:
my bff(: yeah luh, that's all for my bloody long post and im lazy to upload pics:D
motivation come quick, i need you for my studies(:
missing my sweets.

Leave & never come back

aud. yeong

CHIJ SJC

FENCING:D

RAINBOWS

LOLLIPOPS

THE STARS

TO NOWHERE



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