Saturday, January 5, 2008
thorns forming again, each one piercing deeper and deeper into my heart.let it be 2007 all over again.i cannot let go, it cannot get away from my aching heart.all about him, Ben Ben ben, wtf is wrong with me.if i am crying now, regretting.i shallnt even have been so cruel to tell him to forsake everything again.now we are not even talking.once bestfriends, turns out strangers.i cannot stand it.self-claiming it's only audrey who he talks to, now to huiling, and they seem so bestfriends tgt.why not give me a chance again?i want to be your bff too.i always talk to you, all your answers lags, only 3-6 words.why why why?hurting me real badly.i cannot take it.
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