Sunday, March 23, 2008
THERE'S SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO SAY.IT'S LIKE LETTING GO IS SO HARD.
TOOMUCH FOR ME.
WHEN I'M ALONE, EVERYTHING COMES CRASHING BACK IN LIKE WAVES.
TRYING HARD TO RECTIFY THE SITUATION.
BUT I KNOW I CAN'T
SO MANY THINGS I WONDER.
WHEN I'M UNHAPPY YOU SAID YOU WILL BE TOO.
BUT WHEN IM HERE CRYING,
ARE YOU SUFFERING OVER THERE TOO?
WHEN YOU SAID YOU HAVE ONE CRAZY MAD GIRL LIKE ME IS ENOUGH,
THAT YOU ARE NOT DESPO,
ARE YOU SAYING THIS FOR REAL?
CAUSE I MISS YOU SO BAD,
I JUST WANT TO LEAVE.
OR EVEN BETTER FALL INTO A COMA.
JUST A DEEP SLEEP WILL DO.
MAYBE BY THEN, TIME WILL RECTIFY OUR SITUATION.
MAYBE MAYBE.
JUST MISSES<3
DUNNO WHETHER YOU DEAD OR ALIVE,
WELL OR SICK,
LONELY OR UPSET.
IM SO CONFUSED NOW.
IT'S ANOTHER PHASE OF LIFE AND QUARRELS WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH AGAIN?
MAYBE YOU ARE REALLY BETTER OFF W/O ME.
MAYBE YOU AHVE FOUND YOUR OTHER ONE.
MAYBE I AM JUST THINKING TOO MUCH.
MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE
I BELIEVE IF IT HURTS LOVING SOMEONE,
I WILL LOVE EVEN MORE,
CAUSE THIS IS WHERE THE PAIN GOES.
Y9:07 PM
THERE'S SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO SAY.