Saturday, May 17, 2008
horrible night in the whole entire of my life.
slept at 11 plus,woke up at 5 plus.
friend called me, i ignored,
lyndsey sms me 3 times, woke the shit up of me
3 calls all for me, after i knocked out.
so i was in the state of unconscious and jerking back awake. michael's mum smsed, neighbour sms, some many sms-es,
couldnt sleep then.
i had a spinning fuckkinggg headache.
woke up at 10 plus, busied myself.
did e maths. and most probably later chem[:
flunked chem and a maths.
E8 and F9 the chem paper i swear it was hard,
my grade dropped from A2 to E8- how bad.
F9 maths, no excuse la,
i just hate A maths:/
though i aced my E maths.
woops.
i had all As and Bs- not bad my ft said.
but what spoiled it was E8 ad F9.
extreme marks i got.hehe
but i'll work hard.
i sms-ed but he didnt reply,
maybe he didnt get it,
or maybe it's really for the better we stay this way.
cause i read his msges yeaterday.
i thnk i do mean smth to him,
if i really do,
is the force for you to stay away
much more stronger than being with me?
alphabeat-boyfriend
Y2:25 PM
