Saturday, May 10, 2008
people worrying about o levels,
im here sitting on my chair worrying about my future in JC:/
im realllyyyy scared.
imagine that same fear that rush through me when i stepped into SJC comes back,
a chill goes down my spine and i panic.
im thinking of DSA-ing to HC/ACSI.
shit face.feel like pooping in my pants.
anyway not going to play captains ball,
dont feel like, i feel like going to jog instead.
HAHAH[:
am i suppose to pretend nothing has happened?
nothing ever has happen between you and me?
i deleted everything, but maybe just one day,
i might start it again.
ily i really do.
because it's hearing nothing from you,
that makes me worry about you,
you're not anywhere we used to hang out and chill
you're not there when i need someone beside me on the swing
you're just not there.
just sms me, you make me worry for your safety,
worry about whethe you have anyone to share your problems& happiness,
anyone to pamper you,
anyone to brighten your day up.
maybe you have.
maybe it's just me and me being paranoid.
damn this post again
Y10:41 PM
