AUDREY!(:

2009-05-01T22:26:00.002+08:00

sleepover a success.

homework not done,

sleep deprieved,

time constrain,

SWINE FLU

bought a nice dress today.

SSC is nice, T1 too[:

need to lose weight.

train my leg muscle

tc of my ankle.

looking forward to tmr

2009-04-21T17:41:00.002+08:00

To Audrey:
ur blog no tagbox!! wanted to reply u...and dunno if u ever read my blog tagbox..so here i am:D
anyway, nope didnt recieve ur sms, but its okay! and yeah, i alrdy charcoal lah:( freaking chao da lah!!

and ehh..my surname not lim lah..is liN! :D

<3 Ben

PS: u can delete this msg after u read it:)

2009-04-19T18:05:00.003+08:00

HI I DONT KNOW WHETHER MS BEN LIM RECEIVED MY BDY WISH CAUSE MY HP COCKED UP, THE SMS COULDNT BE SENT, SO NOW, ON SUNDAY, IM WISHING YOU A HAPPY 17TH BELATED BDAYYYY[:

my bestfriend, mia in church today.
dont come back looking like a charcoal yo!

okay, so sat i did nothing but baang my phone against the wall,

i went out w kw as usual. fetched him then went home.

sleptttt and went out in the evening w him.

so we apparently ate at buddy ulginise ( whatevr spelling)

it started off well with me sending him to order, hehe.

so i noticed the girl round my age at the counter kept smiling at kw,

( didnt know kw so charming)

so he returmed i sort of " questioned" him.

he was like " w lao, that girl keep flirting w me i go there all of them start giggling"

-.- dao.

so our stuff came,ate and he was like you want cake?

BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE YAYYYY[:

so he again ordered, with another girl of my age there..
laugh laugh smile smile

( aud jealous)

he came and was like " the girl asked me want ice cream i huh her, say no then she say she blur also start laughing"

3mins later, the girl came kept giggling and placed a cup of ice cream and my cake,

looking at receipe, SHE DIDNT CHARGE HIM FOR THE ICE CREAMMM!

so apparently he charmed his way through for free cup of niceee ice cream,

maybe he should hve charmed for a tub:D

so we went bottle tree park and played w the swan ride thingyyy!

oh so gay:D

2009-04-12T22:03:00.003+08:00

i haven been blogging like for decades i believe.
no time, school brutally takes away my social life and time:/
hhhhhahahs, tmr is monday and i think i sprained my waist.

easter sunday:D

ckw in camp,

tmr school,

stupid lessons,

TORTURE

2009-02-22T21:49:00.003+08:00

so tell me which boyfriend of yours,

when radomly thrown an origami book at,

telling him to learn it, actually takes the word seriously,

and the next day turn up with coloured paper & yes, buying glue?

which boyfriend of yours, would sit quietly in bk,

being so gay just to fold flowers for his gf,

while she is studying?

whic boyfriend of yours would rather spend $$$ on you,

when he doesnt even have enough for his next meal?

which boyfriend of yours, would gop all the lightsticks he has,

and brings them for you?

which boyfriend of yours would sneak army rations back home for his parents,

when every other guys either crush or threw them away?

which boyfriend of yours?

mine would.

and im grateful for that,

cause it's my very first time im so touched to this extend.

2009-02-04T20:50:00.002+08:00

today was a-o-kayyy:D
much more of fun.
in the morning we gathered and had games!
it was really nice! it bonded us as a class and level[:
im glad, oh frances and roy came into our class,
while nat, grace and sining left for other sch:/

zzzz. it was fun today the field activities, sticky arms and plucking grass out with arthur-.-
then rescue of vanessa who got kidnapped!
so we went stations to pass, and there was this lame station
of bouncing a ball off your feet t the next partner, in one freaking circleeeeee.
gosh! and arthur that lamer just went round holding the ball and touched everyone in a circle.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHS.
love those guys mannnzzxxxx:D

i loveeee 102 yay

2009-02-02T20:54:00.002+08:00

hi people, school was fun todayyyyy[:
but tiring, like hellooooooo.
walk here walk there with a heavy bag, sobs*
my class 102 is greaaaaat:D
love ethem guys.
and terrence looks like david ,
a taller version of course

2009-01-11T21:56:00.002+08:00

you see in a few hours time,
death beckons,
joy awaits,
result slips crumpled.

okay la, stop it. it's just a stupid o level cert.
i mean you got to accept how you do,
and start learning from it and apply it to JC/Poly.
it's not impossible,
just whether you WANT to or NOT

okay, still ( dots)
anxious.
i know i wont do well cause i didnt you know,
im not smart and stuff.
but no worries.

i pray pray pray,
cast cast cast
all my
worries worries to God.
i believe he will pull me through[:

no matter how we compare for scores,
there are also ppl with lower or higher score,
a never ending line of ppl you want to "beat"
so why even start the line/
just let it go, and accept it(:

2009-01-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

SEX BOMB[:

dont want you alr la, go back to aussieee:D

THE MONKEY WAS LIKE THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY[:

okay, so we walked past these i dont know what monkeys with red bums..

to my DISGUST, i saw this monkey with like brains at their butts.

i got so excited and shocked i pulled kw along and shouted frantically about the monkeyyyy.

we were laughing soo hard man-.-

then we read that when a monkey wants sex, or whatevr gets hot, it grows like this brain thingy so big, red and brain-like thingy to attract the males for sex. eeeeee.

and hello!

we went zoo, we saw this biggggg turtle grinding the other one making horrible sounds-.-"

you know yeah, i got the videoooo[:

i have red eyes that day we went zoo:(

crazy eyes, up till now also red.

darn, shall go the eye doc on sat.

bleah:(

isnt kw so cute?(:

he's goin NS in like a few hours time.

just pray he will be a-o-kay.

im going to start running tmr morning hahahs(:

2009-01-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

oh isnt he cute?(:

SO APPARENTLY SMARTY CHEWY WANTED TO GIVE ME A SURPRISEEEE.

WE WENT TO THE ZHUUUUU " ZOO" THE OUTSIDEEE.

HAHAHS.

he wanted to go in but hell no, i wasnt armed with anything!

no camera, no food, no water, NO NOTHINGGGG.

blah. and worst above us were the dark clouds, and where's our brolly?

all thanks to chewy, who didnt tell me anything-.-

and partly one bloody ticket is 18 buckks, HOLY COWWW.

but we managed to slack around, eat KFC, take pics as seeeeen. hmm.

went to some resevior later on and slacked talked and yeah, slack(:

thats alll! MONDAY IM GOING TO THE ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO![:

2008-12-30T00:19:00.001+08:00

what's my x' mas without them.

life rocks.
you get to eat sleep play online.
what's better?
babysit?
well maybe.
movies of course and my baby[:

let
results
be
released
earlier(:

2008-12-16T23:08:00.003+08:00

squeeze and push. just push to get O2![:

see HSM3 gets kids like this fella below mad singing-.-

fattie

GO FIGURE.

HONG KONG AND BABY= LIFE LIFE LIFE

i dont look like a uni kid-.-

kenrick says that to kai wei
anw, kai wei going NS soon.

* does the commando sign

hehe[:

thinking of cutting bangs, any suggestions?

2008-10-29T20:54:00.001+08:00

my birthday is coming sooooon!
but my mood is like ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz.
WHATEVER~

i have my fav sub paper on my birthday,
HUMAN GEOG.

i need to study maths first.
tmr i guess i'll work on my ss!:(

no time for games no time for fun,
unless you want to FAIL

2008-10-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

audrey, please study.

i was to be studying on sat and sun.

and on monday.

welcome tues, i haven finish bio.

have to finish by tmr and complete ss book 1 by thurs

friday, saturday sunday will be book2.

packed. im an idiot:(

oh, literature and human geog.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-10-26T21:48:00.003+08:00

exams are ending soon soon soon.
uh.
i wish my brother dies.
he disturb me and ate my sausage,
fuck man.

i just end up crying.
oh so great.

must mug for biology tmr and tmr:D
then wednesday onwards is SS timeeeeee.
then settle human geog, my fav. including literature:(
which i have been underperforming.
sheeeeez.

i need to exercise cause i shared fats with benita today.
and ended up with a stomch ache for eating too much [:

chew kai wei die alr,
he never reply me.

2008-10-19T18:14:00.000+08:00

Benita Lin is so gonna kill me heheh:D

cool cock eye pics of mine uh:D

2008-10-03T22:02:00.002+08:00

Hey Jim

You know the old suga daddy

I said you could have whatever you like (you like)

Yeah

[Chorus:]Stacks on deck

Patrone on ice

And we can pop bottles all night

Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)

I said you could have whatever you like (you like)

Yeah

Late night sex so wet it's so tight

A gas of a jet for you tonight

Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)

I said you could go where ever you like (you like)

Yeah

[Verse 1:]Anytime you want to pick up the telephone

You know it ain't nothin to drop a couple stacks on you

Wanted you could get it my dear

Five million dollar home, drop Bentley's I swear

Yeah I want'cho body, I need yo body

Long as you got me you won't need nobody

You want it I got it, go get it I buy it

Tell em other broke niggas be quiet

[Chorus:]Stacks on deckPatrone on iceAnd we can pop bottles all night

Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)

I said you could have whatever you like (you like)

Yeah

Late night sex so wet it's so tigh

tA gas of a jet for you tonight

Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)

I said you could go where ever you like (you like)

Yeah

[Verse 2:]Shawty you da hottest of the way you drop it

Brain so good (good) school you went to college

Hundred deposit, vacations hit the tropics

Cause errbody know it ain't trickin if ya got it

Ya need to never ever gotta go to yo wallet

Long as I got rubberband banks in my pocket

Five six, adds with rims and a pocket kit

Ya ain't gotta downgrade you can get what I get

My chick could have what she want

And goin every store for any bag she want

And know she ain't never had a man like that

To buy you anything ya own desire I that

Yeah I want'cho body, I need yo body

Long as you got me you won't need nobody

fucking good shit[:

im not doing well in literature and chem and a maths and bio.

2 more weeks audrey.

COME ON PEOPLE.

well esp to me.

2008-10-01T21:03:00.001+08:00

see, my newspaper bagg:D
i like it, even if it looks uhhhh.

ancient pic. i was vandalising the table then hahahas.
lol:D

okay, i have to study for my geog ppp,
and im thinking of stopping school already, hahahs

2008-09-30T20:28:00.002+08:00

okay, see my bestfriend deborah gohhhhh:D
she aint short, but big enough![:

hello mello, nice curly hairrrrrr!

oh i bought a new bag, it looked like newspaper made,
well errr. dont make me regret.
BUT I LIKEEE,
COOOOOOL ENOUGH!:D

2008-09-28T20:44:00.002+08:00

whats up with the small idiotic eyes aud?
DONT KISS ME LA-ANDREW(KOR)

FUNNNNNY

COM ON MAN, MY SISTER IS ONE HOT GIRL:D
hahahs, oh wells.
i studied chem
shall miss sch tmr, lips not in good condition!
hahahahhs.
okey dokey.
nothing much to blog.
except some annoying freaks kept linking me

2008-09-17T21:16:00.001+08:00

LOOK AT MY MIRROR,
IT'S FULL LENGTH SOME MORE.
I BROKEEEEE IT:(
SOBS

2008-09-14T15:11:00.002+08:00

over grown bangs are bad for health:D
hahahs, oh wells.
today i studied in church,
talked to amni halfway through.
ate biscuits.
then headed home,
ate 4 wings,
half a prata,
small bowl of mee
and i feel like puking
hahahaahs.
so fillingggggggggg

i feel a strain whenever i smile.
hate it

2008-09-13T16:40:00.002+08:00

this freaking HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT SAF GUY,
was at my dad's clinic.
so on this fateful day, i was stuck in the clinic rotting.
rot rot rot. the patient came out, must prepare then got this guy.
omfg. hot.
but SHORT AGAIN.
he looked like malay at first.
then i saw his SAF card he passed to my daddy.
he is chinese and is in the singapore armed force![:

HOT SIAL:D
AUDREY NEARLY DIED
he keep looking at me, so i eh eh eh,
look at my chemistry book then looked for his card.
he has a gf though.
very short and plum.
-.-
and had this prob. wear sunglasses inside the clinic like wth?

hahahs, he came out so i stood at the counter,
he keep looking,
so i gave him a faint smile.
smile.
i felt like dying a hole in the ground.
he is real cute!

cutie cutie cutie.
i hope to date such cute guys next time(:
okayeee, random hahah

2008-09-11T20:11:00.003+08:00

damn irritated. the fucking msn keep refusing to sign me in.

i'm so happpy, my tama if sooo cuteeee [:
oh, my heroes compo turn out to be not bad,
broke my usual of 23/30
IT'S 25/30 for PPP
YEAHHHHHHHHH:D
little tenses error now.
glad manzzxxx.
need to do a maths later on.

i opened my eyes, all i see is the pale white wall.
that sickly white colour.
where have all the fun and joy go?
where have we fallen into, that brings us only to our grades and not life.

neeh.

2008-09-10T20:27:00.002+08:00

my sexy mama finally bought me a full length mirror.
oh my gaddddy. excitedd[:

oh wells, happy duh(:
REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY
that means i die die must keep to my promise and go work at daddy clinic.
damn:(
LAZY SIAL
nevermind im still very happy.
had a fufilling day with my clique yo!
my tama evolved into a pretty cute ghost.
gawwwddyyy. NICE.

2008-09-09T20:44:00.003+08:00

LOOKIE, IT'S MY RED SMILEY EARRINGSSSSSS:D

hahas, i likeeeee.

okay, im depressed.

im going to prove to every mother f-er out there,

AUDREY YEONG IS NOT A BULLYING TARGET,

AND SHE CAN DO IT!

damn pms.

i think M (country) would miraculously burn itself up.

who in the world rob by giving a loooong ffff chase, and nobody stops to help?

where the hell are the cops.

M sucks man.

S-rean, should stop going there.

a good for nothin coun-try

and, i finshed one pathetic zhonghua paper 1

86/ 100.

BAD:(

2008-09-08T20:38:00.003+08:00

i have red smiley face earrings....
on my ear. duh:D
oh righty. bad from tuition.
i guess i will be missing tuition for a period of timeeee.
loooong. but not that long.
just want to study and be sure of my facts.

sometimes if you dont know anything.
best when questioned.
stfu.
get it?

anw mars bars talked to me last night.
doubting. but we'll be best friends forever[:
sometimes i dont really trust him.
he has this multiple character i guess..?
lies.
truth.
faces.
stories.
lives.
im going mad.

anw wo de chew kai wei, is mugging hard for A levels.
he chi quei that ding dong of mine.
misses![:

2008-09-07T20:45:00.002+08:00

i miss coach.

i miss kim.

i miss funnny rach.

i miss bouncy lav.

4 years of toughness tgt,

i will love you guys(:

thanks for the opportunities given,

thank you for trusting in me,

we're a team,

thank you for all the comforting.

maybe someday i will look back and cry,

but i will like to thank God for blessing me with a great fencing team.

giving me the trust and love.

THANKYOU:D

i'll continue fencer,

as a peasant(:

oh, coach!

nice -A cup bras you have.

2008-09-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

i can be a tamagotchi advertiser
yayyyy:DDDD

hehe, alrighty.
im fussing over a maths.
dont come and disturb me:(

2008-09-03T20:28:00.002+08:00

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR ROYZZXXX.
I KNOW YOU LIKE YOUR DP HAHAHAHHAHA:D

okay, i will be mia-ing for a while.
well, not a while but. hmm
till t he ends of Os?
will just come online to check e mails.
i love my chewy.
hahahhas!
he attempted to carry me last night!
hahhah, through the mud.
i think im ready for mariage.
LOL:D

fuck off MB.
dont need you.

2008-08-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

hi my latest updates(:

eng-b3
chinese-a2
a maths-f9 (:
e maths-a1
bio-b3
chem-c6
combine-b4
geog-a2

L1R5-15
L1R4-9

the papers very difficuly okay!
im still top 40 in school
yaysssssss:D
but seriously,
tell you a secret.
i neh study for prelims heheh

2008-08-30T21:57:00.003+08:00

SILENCE
throughout the whole conversation,
i miss you but i know there's a distance now.
don't want to think about it, just want to go.
i think im very ugly and fat.
hahahs. like seriously.

yesterday night, i read through ppl's old msg from my old phone.
still baffled by what mars bars said, but oh wells.
my life is ruled by liars.
BIG FAT LIARS

so fuck off

2008-08-23T22:11:00.001+08:00

i did many a maths questions today.
i lost lots of blood today.
i believe the solution book is oftn the genius.
whoa. i want to leave and study overseas.
soon daddy says,
2 more years:D

need to run,
literally and practically.

2008-08-21T21:41:00.002+08:00

today we had a maths PPP!:D
which i can handle apparently from the sight of the smileyface.
it was the prelims of some si ling sec.
not bad, can handle.
i swear our sch standeard is so hard!

7 SEPTEMBER, I WANT TO GO TO AVRIL LAVIGNE'S CONCERT OMGGGGG.

someone wanna sponsor me?:(
gonna pester people for it:D
hahahhas

need to improve on straight line and curveeee.
maybe on integration and trigooooo.
then im doneee!:D
going to do a maths later.
maybe not too hahas

2008-08-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

whenever im holding a fork, alone.
i have the urge to stab people.
true. hahhas.
i think my menses coming sehz,
was quite annoyed with iris for irritating me during eng class,
i was trying to absorb and focus alright!

i wont lose 5 friends just for one.
so stay out of it.
finding you more and more disguisting each day.
BLEAH!

anw, tuition was quite productive today.
i only took 35 mins to get back homeee!
wont have to take cab right kelvinnnn!
neeh.
i despise trigooooooooo

I LOVE A MATHS YAYYYYYY:D

2008-08-16T15:02:00.002+08:00

i live in denial,
and shall continue living in it[:

i need to do chemistry todayyyeeeee.
oh wells.
thinking real hard on what to wear for tmr's play.
kns manzzxxxxxxx.

i love chewy:D

2008-08-15T20:39:00.002+08:00

sometimes people say real mean things about you,
all you wish is to hear and see no evil.
sometimes these things knock nails into your heart,
all you wish is that someone will pluck them out.
in such a competitive world,
everyone is losing out on every second,

your looks, your studies, your life.
maybe someone is freaking ugly,
and still say, aud i think you look like an old hag.
maybe someone said, aud i think you are so much prettier than her,
you should get that guy.
but look. im not.
a fact that one has to accept.
money to shop?
innate brillance and intelligence?

dream on.

today, we saw this freaking disguiting young couple making out in the bus.
the guy necking the girl and then french.
utterly disguisting since it was in the bus!

i like olympics.
so stop it bitches

2008-08-14T20:56:00.003+08:00

my prelims result suckkkk:(
who can i blame right last min studying:/
i cried when mrs lim asked me how was things( studies)
well apparently not goooood????!!!

combine: b4
a maths: f9
english: b3
chemistry: c6

up till now i think you guys are like shocked. major drop from mid yrs:(

bio: b3
geog: a2
e maths: a1

L1R5: 19( KNS)

FREAKING BIGGGG DIFF IN A AND E MATHS.

it will be a challenge to myself, im going to pull my f9 to a2.
i wont give up on the rest. i wont:D
i will overcome my difficulty and then i can compete with others,
maybe the rest of the world.
i want to make miracles.

2008-08-12T20:42:00.001+08:00

hey ho merry oh,
i forget to go for training after O lvl english oralll.
& i do not have a crush on the male tester, no no!
i got an A2 for chinese. okay i guess?
expecting much from oneself whom never did a single bit of revision, dont broad about it!
im happy. english oral was a breeezzeeee:D
hhahahs, yayyyy. i made both tester laugh, should be not bad.
sometimes i wonder am i to entertain them or am i sitted for testing, lol(:
i miss my chewwyyyy kaiiii weiiiiiiii
( see i dont like many boys) PROOF!

ho ho ho ho ho.
nat is my best buds,
grats on getting through dpa, love you buds[:

2008-08-09T12:30:00.002+08:00

hi peeps, actually wanted to go for the wedding but oh wells,
i didnt cause i wanted to slack around with my bestes,
since tension has been a popular topic within the clique.
i have a rose behind my ear, ( thanks to angie-.-)
this year dont realy feel like being any mediator,
things hasnt been good lately,
school's threatening no mc for yesterday= truancy booking form
f man, this sucks.
anw the wedding was nice can see luh,
should have went:(
but oh wells, i enjoyed myself with the clique!:D
well, not much of a full one.
but oh wells, dashing people in church,
wonderful peeps at angie house.
can't choose one hahahhas(:

i want to see the fireworks today.
but i knowi cant

2008-08-07T22:21:00.003+08:00

so we wet iceskating today,
i fell okay, so freaking pain, poor butt of mine:(
oh wells, anw we were taking to dohby ghaut to watch movie from jurong east.
and this sexbomb- a guy who wore purple heels and matching dress walk in.
omfg, i laughed like mad.
so gross, and the worst is he is a baldie!
wa piang, think he damn sexy!
-.- ka ni na bei

then he sat at the next cabin, and the guy sitting beside keep shaking his feet,
imagine him saying to the transexualsite( whatever the spelling is)
" wa hot sial hot sial"

omg, i laughed like maddddd!
money not enough 2.
im getting that bag from Mango

2008-08-04T20:31:00.001+08:00

Five Loaves and Two Fishes - Corrinne May

I'll just close my eyes and wish everything will be alright, when i see light again.

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all to feed them all"

I often think about that boy

when I'm feeling small

and I worry that the work I do

means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry

is a diamond in His hands

and every door that slams in my faceI will offer up in prayer

2008-08-02T12:11:00.002+08:00

oh boy, i really like my hair here:D
audrey looks fat during the horse riding session:(
the horses are real nice aye:D
oh wells, i like yesterday.

the only pillar of support, i got to hang in there tight.
just for him to recover,
and i'll leave silently.

2008-07-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

my dsa didnt get through,
MY FUCKING DSA DIDNT GET THROUGH
UNSUCCESSFUL AUDREY
you're a fucking failure.
fuck fuck fuck

2008-07-24T21:10:00.002+08:00

yay, unglamies:D
i hate my blog, gonna change to xanga maybeeeee.
today was fine, apart from the insults i got from Mrs Sena,
where my intellectual and mature brain got misinterpreted, bad kids 4D.
i must score for my engulishhh
bye yall
i like amni's compo.
"........fuck....."
it was actually flick but the visualiser was cocky and her handwrting a bit screwed
so hmmm, the whole class was laughing:DDDDD

2008-07-17T20:52:00.002+08:00

i dislike it when it's full moon:(
because all mars bars promised me are always not fufilled
i am damn sad, it's always this time im all alone.

I'll go sit on the swing,
and reserve this special period for the special someone
& i'll star gaze

full moon,
i shall forget you

2008-07-16T20:53:00.002+08:00

i feeeeeel like gossipping today:DDDDD
oh okay, hmm today was F-I-N-E fine(:
went compass after school, saw z.
then met with deb to go churchyyy, saw gina and yvonnneeeeyyy.
we reached there and until 5 plus we found out tuition was cancelled.
so we sat and do our work,
the breeeeeze was chilling, yeaaaaahhhh

completed my bearings and trigo, studying geogg now:D
and and and, on 76 back homeeee, i saw this cute guy.
then this horrble not boy not girl sat opposite me like total turn off.
i was busy wondering if it's a she or he.
saw the word, st gab' sch :p
woooops, not girl i guess lol.
he was so fair and short for a guy, kept dozing off and i giggled away.
then then then this guys, super ugly,
dont know chinese or maly, sat opp me.
YUCK
totally checking people's legs and butts out, PERVVVVVV
reached home and it's full moon tonight(:

i dreamt of mars bars,
SUPER HOTTTTTTTTTTTT.

2008-07-15T20:32:00.002+08:00

my trip from the dental appointment.

yesterday, 14th july 2008
was a synergy of bitter and sweetness.
i saw kw again, after training.
training sucks, the guys were BIG FLIRTS
asking me so many questions,
acting overly touchy, and flirtinggggggg
i saw him, he gave me a pooh bear and my pen..
bidding farewell i walked out.
i called him halfway intending to scold him for not buying me ice lemon tea.
& my call was rejected, so i walked with Ivan & kw was behind me,
he ran all the way down saying " i decided to send you off"

seeing him so demoralised, broken down,
breaks my heart, holding my tears as we walked,
i finally cried all the way home..
i love you baby.
forever.

2008-07-12T21:50:00.002+08:00

i have never felt so, saddened & lost.
i dont know how to express it out,
just feel like i have been a useless gf.
a useless fellow who cant even help the one she loves.

i dont have money to pay for the bills,
no nothing to make him pass through those days again,
cant possibly force him over here to sleep
what am i suppose to do?

Dear Lord, please help me make me feel better and make everything right for him

2008-07-12T16:07:00.002+08:00

if you got a big problem with my bright pink nails, scram.

this is the slogan for these 2 days:D

sianzzzxx. just came back from novena.

okay my family decided to go novena and eat sakae sushi,

not bad the fooooood and there was this hilarious waiter,

who has funny expressions doing EVERYTHING.

while i walked out and waited for my dad to settle the bill,

my mum had this weird expressions on her face

& she was checking this superb tall guy out,

BECAUSE he was like trying to suck the moon in as if,

welll in actual fact the air.

omg, i laughed till i nearly died.

he looked as if he was trying to suck in all of the O2 and CO2 in the air -__-

and he saw me laughing at him and was embarrassed of course,

mum was laughing away and said he knew we were laughing at him.

LOL. you should have seen what he did!

so we went MPH. the stupid bookstore.

it was filled with this bunch of boys, maybe 8 of them clustered round the fiction corner.

then they kept walking pass me,

annoying shit like never see girls before like that.

pffffft.

okay, a few not bad looking though.

& yeah kenrick sms-ed me, finish NTUC shopping with mummmyyy,

walking to the car park lift,

i passed by this 3boys-1girl group.

this tall fella walk pass and say so loud,

OUI YOUR FRIEND!

and i was like HUHHHHH?!!!!!

i turned back and this guy i didnt know was looking at me in astonishment.

NOOOOOOBS KNOW.

i guess if hui ting the hot babe was there,

everyone will be checking her out instead of me(:

2008-07-11T20:46:00.001+08:00

better thank me for going out so late at night to meet you k-lebbbbbbb-____-
okey dokey, i have lots to do, HELP:(
im like so dead, fucktard.
i love my kw :D

2008-07-10T22:32:00.001+08:00

today was kinda o-kayyy?

i wonder how's life with mars bars.

IF I HAVE THE CONFIDENCE, THE MIND TO DO IT,

I WILL ACHEIVE MY DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS:D

2008-07-09T22:07:00.002+08:00

i love my bests[:

okay, today not a very nice day:(

i had training met with deb, so left early from training for tuition.

we ate and OMG.

at 6pm waiting to board the bus, i saw coach:x

he is so gonna kill me, for leaving early when he came like at 6pm.

sheeeez, thought not same bus, whew.

but shit head, he stood behind like 4 mins later,

and yeah die die die.

anw he lives real near to church!omggggggg, i shall stalk you david chan(:

deborah has bad bad bad stomach ache:(

i didnt know what to do, so damn worried, call here call there....

luckily benita and jeri came.

kan chiong for halr an hour plus,

her dad finally came!:DDDDD

glad she's gonna be much better(:

TAKE CARE DEB!

2008-07-08T20:04:00.003+08:00

all i can do is to face the computer,
and shake my head in disbelief and sadness profusely.
why have you been like that?:(
wake up baby, i love you still.
but i cant tell you over the phone, msn or anywhere.

i dont want the cycle to start over again.
I LOVE YOU BABY.I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABYI LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABYI LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABYI LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABYI LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABYI LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY I LOVE YOU BABY
\FOREVER AND EVER.
PLEASE ALL I WANT TO SEE IS YOU BACK TO YOUR OLD SELF.

2008-07-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

im suffering so much,
but i know i must keep it to myself.
i know nobody can correctly give me the decisions to make,
which paves the rest of my path.
crying on the inside,
always drunk everynight,
i dont like life now.

my feelings, my heart, all farking cocked up,
what should i do,
answer me kw and B.
im sucha bitch,.
seriously:'(
i love B i love kw,
i love you guys,
that im willing to run away just to keep both of you by my side (L)

2008-07-07T15:28:00.002+08:00

I THINK I LIKE KENDRICK/KENRICK.
OMFG, WAKE UP AUDREY,
DONT BE A BITCH, SOMEMORE THEY'RE FROM THE SAME SCH AND CCA,
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.

but i thnk kenrick is reaaaaaaaaaal sweet,
how i hope he's half of sweets and mars bars,
just right!

2008-07-05T22:14:00.002+08:00

i miss my hair, then fella cut till so thin and then the top like BIONNNGGG.
come out hahahhas:D

anw, i went drinking just now,
having puffy red cheeks:/

oh well, at least i got to be like dizzy and lost for a while,
everything seemed better.
ribena and vodka.
red wine,
some gross beer,
eek.
hahahas, i had fun though

2008-07-05T14:43:00.002+08:00

okay, it's 5 days since i blogged[:
oh wells, CHIJ SJC FS went to SJI to fence.
well, we only fenced for like 20 mins-.-
we went there first to play games.
dodge ball which sucks-.-
captains ball was way cooler.
those guys were like confusing each other by calling out non-existence girls names.
once you get the ball you prctically freeze,
for you have to thow to the opposite sex, who all looks the same.
lol. So girls like me became cunning and con the guys,
here here here, then they blur blur throw to us, and we score for our own team(:
AND THEY CALLED ME WHITE CHICK
cause i was the only one wearing white, so damn recognised.
cant con any further.
and they put this small cute sec 1 to be the captain to catch the ball!
omfgzzxxx. damn farkinggg funnnnneeeyyyy:D

then we went to tour the place, blah blah..
fenced and i went to the biggg gym and saw Ryan-neighbour
oh wells. anw the trip was real nice,
and i bent coach's finger twice! hehehe.
i finally nagged and convinced him.
& he wont let me do it for a second tme:/

anw i will really miss the fencers.
love you guys!

2008-07-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

hi peopleeee:D
i finish preparing SS, cant be bothered with geog.
and i gonna rmb lit quotes tmr during training.
oh, im so tired.

poor coachy moachy,
he sprained his middle finger,
God decided to punish him for pointing middle finger always.
poor kiddo.

SPRINGY![:
i had a fun time springing springy in front of people's face,
and it was for the whole day with Nat laughing madly with me.
i love biology lessons i swear.

and i wish to ride on an elephant,
go tanning and do stuff in thailand:D
it's so excitinggg, omg.

it's 2 digits to Os and im real bad at a maths,
but it aint an obstacle for me,
cause my eyes are set on my goal.
BUSY BUSY DAY TMR OH BOY.
hmmm, i should go clubbing soon.
overheard fy and nat planning one:/
im stuck at home as usual AGAIN.

2008-07-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

if your sister has leukaemia,& you are just designed and given birth to save her,
what would you do?
if you were always neglected by parents over your sick sister,
will you still hold your head up, hide your pride and accommodate to your parents moods?

i swear JODI PICOULT books are stunning and mesmerising.

people think they know what they're getting, and they're always wrong
i like this sentence from the book, im 1/3 through but oh wells,
it is nice hahahs.

i had stomach ache today, went home early,
went to cut hair, rested and now doing a maths:D

im awesome kidddddo[:

2008-06-30T20:20:00.003+08:00

let me fill you in with angeline's bday party:D

okay, i had training in the morning, i was slacking practicallyyyyyy.

lol, but coach was nice to let me slack, and elle is so cute[:

anw, i reached angeine hse like 1pm,

i was surprised for im the 3rd to reach,the party starts at 12pm.

i hid all of angeline's presents, lazed around.

&&&& i ate alot of things.

babes all started coming we had amazing race straight after lunch.

pukes:/

HHAHAHA, my stomach was like on fire.

hmmm, then we started our waterbomb fighttt!

oh boyyy, they were filling in soup and water,

i prepared the after effects for waterbomb, FLOUR[:

we went to the bigggg field and started the gameee(:

everyone was wet, except me, cause im the judge, lol.

i was sprinking flour as they played dog and boneeee.

hahhahas, so went back looking 40years older, with white floured hair.

then we rinsed at the toilet and crashed the poooooooooool(:

in our tees, which we got caught for, so we swam in bras yo

funnnnnn(:

we had truth or dare games at night,

well we were scolded for the horrible dares made like

telling clara to take off her shirt,

and with marge kissing me,

I DIDNT LIKE IT, eek.

oh wells, then we drank vodka,

got caught for it:(

serious sermon but oh well..

so now it's hidden in my cardboard :x

went homeee super lateee.

SUNDAY:

we had amazing race, though we were the last grp to go,

we were 2nd!(:

yayyyyy:D

cooooooooooool yaaalllll.

i ate 2 ice cream with xi xian, with ice dumped into our shirts.

i like it caue i was so HOT!

hahhahas, fun man

played for a while in church, went home to do hw.

that night we went to eat buffet!(:

surprised angeline,

& hui ting was real pretty that night(:

thanks aunt and uncle for the dinner,

it was fantastic :DDDDD

2008-06-27T20:42:00.002+08:00

i should be happy now,
cause tmr is my bestfriend bday & everything is bought.
but i aint feeling so, i miss him,
i went online like so rarely today,
and 5 mins after, he was offline.
he's avoiding me again i guess..
is it me? just me again?
im so tired, my hands shake cause i fear my dsa application wont get through.
tmr is going to be a long day, i know i will just fake a smile through.
am i paranoid:(
fuck la.

i dread typing long posts,
cause nobody understands.

2008-06-24T20:53:00.002+08:00

audяey ❤ it's life and death says:
okay, go do your work thennn

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
sooon

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
starting at 8

audяey ❤ it's life and death says:
a bit the 8 pass alr uh

audяey ❤ it's life and death says:
it's like 8.22pm

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
lol

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
holy crap!

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
my comp clock!

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
i forget to set

audяey ❤ it's life and death says:
-.-

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
i am behind time

so nice man cow, you are like behind time.
( i bow down to you blur dude)

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msg sent to radio:
oh muttonnnns, my laptop crash!!!

the muttons:
HOW FAST WAS IT GOING???

hahhaas, today is okay.
i only have 2 days to chinese O lvl:(
but I'll do it! yay!

i love B, but he doesnt rlly care ya know.
he's not caring, & horrible compared to kw
wtf.

2008-06-23T20:19:00.003+08:00

today was like the first day of school,
yall know first day after hols.
so we started with 5 periods of maths,
i enjoyed:D

then, we had threee periods of SS,
wow, my butt ached okay from sitting so looooooooooong:/
oh well, the fun part was after SS.

extracted from nats blog:

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audrehh: Eh eh i want to buy a KA-DIAL-A-SCOPE! got shiny shiny colourful colourful stuff yknow!
me: you mean KALEIDOSCOPE la hahahhahha wth
ppl: smth smth dudu clock blablabla
audrehh: ORH!! I GOT THE DUDU CLOCK AT HOME YKNOW!!!
ppl: it's CUCKOO clock la smarty -__-"

*
teacher: do ya'll have your exam qn papers anot??
audrehh: everybody does not has it!!
mememe: HAHAHHAHA GO BACK TO HONGKONG LA!

*
audrehh: huiting asked me what i'm doing then i sms her saying "I PLAYING CB"then she was like WHAT??!?! YOU PLAYING CHEEBYE?! Hahahha
audrehh: i playing captain's ball lerhh
me: HAHA say you playing nb next time
audrehh: nabeh!? hahahha netballz
f: EH NABEH IS NOT PENIS LA! it's damn right?
us: HAHAHHAHA IDK LOL

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okay it was super hilarious,
i wasnt being well, acting stupid,
BUT it was real life conver.
so yeah dudes![:
i pass my engulish okay.
&& i was a kladianscopeee( whtevr)
hahahhahas:D
i was laughing the shit out of myself during the conver.
i ahd stomach ache!
( wooooo, i feel my pacs are forming)

MARS BAR IS BACCCCKKKKK :D
JUMPS FOR JOY!

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
hello baby

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
i am back!

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
lol

audяey ❤ sometimes i feel better off like that, just alone says:
( oh no, the sky falls)

audяey ❤ sometimes i feel better off like that, just alone says:
im a teenager, not a baby!

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
ok grandma

audяey ❤ sometimes i feel better off like that, just alone says:
im not grandma, old great grand pa

audяey ❤ sometimes i feel better off like that, just alone says:
hahaha

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
haha

‡ŁĩЌўđŐ™‡ says:
fine fine

i win okay, sexy[:

2008-06-22T18:13:00.002+08:00

in-teresting day is today,
so, hmmm amazing race was apparently cancelled
& they make us sit so looooooooong, for a lousy cheena show.
my moods were then dampened of course.
i was surprisingly looking forward to the race!

so we decided to go opp church to eat our breakfassst:D
then amanda, deb and me went to our 2nd home,
while val and benita- main service.
so, we left at 12 to hougang mall,
while amanda left for homeee.

we bought many interesting stuff at hougang mall.
first it was a 10 tube dress i bought,
then we bought the springyyy thingyyy,
and a cute lil beanie. yay[:
ooo, still have the hair mascara!highlights your hair.
freaking niceee[:

we played 3 hours captains ball in church afterwards,
I HAVE 3 BLISTERS:/
boohoo man, i suck at cb.
LOL[:

B hasnt reply me yet,
i guess he still not back luh:(
love ya mars bar:D

2008-06-21T21:38:00.002+08:00

okay, i shall give my bfriend a nickname: B / Mars Bar.
okay, im missing B real badly, like a fucktard missing an eggtard:/
B hasnt msged me since for 2 days?
& he's not onlineeeeeeeeee.
Is he back?
but if he is, he will msg,
unless his phone cocks up AGAIN..

i think when you wanna have kids,
please think carefully..
if you seperate, the kids will get hurt,
they ar so young, so not worth it,
they dont deserve this
( this is random sentence yeah)

i miss my mars bar,
Oui you promised me my elephant k:D

2008-06-21T15:29:00.001+08:00

my toilet looks like it had just gone through some tremors from the earthquake.HAHAHA.See i aint ding anything this afternoon but lunching, playing ad shopping.i like my black dress[: i so hate school to reopen

2008-06-21T11:10:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY FENCING PEEPS & OF COURSE,
MY TOILET BOWL FRIEND AND BERNICEEEE:D

AND SADLY, I MISS CLEMENTI & FENCINGGGGG!

im experiencing difficulty.
one part of me give up on fencing,
i haven even step into the place,
i feel freakingggg scared:/

and i see the usuals,
wa my heart feel as if it can pop out like
POPCORN.
oh wells, i love fencing still[:

2008-06-19T14:52:00.002+08:00

hi, im going out(:
my dress nice aye.

baby's going NS soon:(
today he has NS checkup,
hasnt sms me since then.
i think im ging mad.
i love both you guys,
i sweaaaar.

i love you still mars bars:D

2008-06-18T18:19:00.002+08:00

i shall not leave my poor blog to rot.
so yeap, my parents came back todayyyy reaaaaal early:D
& mama sent me to school.
she wanted me to go off early for lunch,
so yeap i went for chem class, and during break time i asked GG.
okay. i was well polite and you know,
and she shouted:
" you late for class, yesterday never come, now want to leave early???"
i swear i could fuck her upside down, inside out, left right.
okay, dont think sick.
AND I WASN LATE FOR CLASS PLEASEE.
5mins after 10.30am i step in she still counting the heads in class,
BB.
i was so annoyed and shock. i was sick yesterday thus never attend class,
she win luh, shall not let her spoil my mood,
then she still act nice and say" why audrey, why so vexedd?"
f you la, save it. im studying and i no need to give you any respect
when i dont get mine.
so pissed. but i was okay la after that.
SKIP SKIP SKIP.
presents my parents bought were niceeee[:
thanks ma and pa(:
i got many accesories, clothes bags:D
yay
love ya man

2008-06-17T20:28:00.001+08:00

school's on tmr, at 10.30am, CHEM CLASS.
i missed monday and tuesday one, oh boy.
today i wasn't feelingg well.
and im nearly done with A Maths[:

im so happy, it's windy today,full moon.
i miss my kw:(
i wana go out and walk.
but i cant aparently.
i have been eating like junk food for the past few dayyyssss.
alamak. bleah.

2008-06-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

give him a chance?
hello, he doesnt even shed some love a poor sick girl,
just get well soon.. ( fullstop)
whatttttt?
yeah disapperance makes the heart fonder.
i l ove you so much,
that i expect too much,
where nothing you do seem to work out well for me.
we're better off this way.

2008-06-15T23:37:00.005+08:00

hi we went sentosa today.
i swear 2 guys waved at us today,
& i gave them the wth look and ran off.
HAHAHHAAHAHAH.
they were hot okay. kinda.
i love my bestfriends like i love sweets.
i love you too baby elephant! hearts moreee

2008-06-14T16:49:00.003+08:00

i just don't know what the hell to do.
it's time that always make a fool out of us.
it's me demanding too much?
asking too many things?
showing the most displeasures?

i reply you and it can take up to an hourrrrrrrr for yours to come back.
wthhhhhhhhhhhhhh. this is driving me mad.
reaaaaaaaal madddddddd.
f this la,when im not fine you come and when i am,
you kick me aside.
WHHHHHAAAATTTTTTTTT

2008-06-14T13:37:00.002+08:00

I slept at wee hours in the morningggg.
cause i listended to iris tehhhhhh,
watch channel U scary show,
should have known better i couldnt sleep.
i was indeed disturbed throughout my sleep.
i woke at 7.30am then 11am [:

sms-ed and funny charlotte called she scared to ring the bell of jul's hse.
hahahahhahas, so lameeeeee lah she.
i sms-ed kw, & we chatted for a lil while.
he was lke: THEY EYECANDY ME N TOOK MY NUMBER
okay, so this is the way of trying to make your ex ZEEAALLOOUUUSSZXX.
you win, i am.
well, i do love him.
with all my heart, i really do.

so, where's my pig,
he's not back apparently:/
hope he comes back soon,cause i miss himmm
cant wait to see him,
& he promised, sweetly to buy me presents to everywhere he goes.
HE'S GOING CHEEEENNAAA.
and omg, he is real blur.tsk tsk

& I NEED MORE CLOTHES[:
anw, crashing dhoby on fri, so I'll get my tops and jacket from Cotton On.
wonder what i will wear to crash angeline's early bday celebration.hmmmm

:D

2008-06-13T16:12:00.003+08:00

i am so confused.
hate this plight im in,
like im nowhere,
i want both.
i got one i dont want the other,
i got the other dont want the curent one,
f luh audrey yeong.

i didnt even touch my books this 3 weeks,
partying, slacking, eating.
hallelujah audrey yeongg.

i have this bad feeling i will flunk everything.
i hate life now,
im not doing anyhitnggggggggggggg.

oh man,
wake up aud.

but you know what,
i always smile to myself whenever i imagine you smiling,
you speaking gayly, and yeah just you you you.
i giggle when i sense your shock & reply
on me wirting my bfriend which is not boyfriend but bestfriend.
i love you plentyyy, more thn the stars in the sky,
always.
one day we will get drunk tgt, HAHA

2008-06-13T13:43:00.003+08:00

it's funny how all along you want something to happen,

oh well it did, but what's your reaction:

IM TOO TIRED, NO THANKS.

i know after all these that there will be this period of time you wnt something

SOOOOOOOOOO BADLY,

after all it might not be what you DO really want.

im just so, i dont know.

2008-06-12T20:23:00.000+08:00

see that annoying red spot on my nose!

rarrrrrrrrr:[

i love my bff, a lot.

sorry cant tell you on MSN, hahahs!(:

just <3>

2008-06-12T15:12:00.002+08:00

( thanks love)

intersting conver happening on MSN messenger.
the cycle is going to begin OVER AGAIN,
think my bests will understand this sentence.
fear and happiness surge up me.
so now whatttt?

:D i'm still happy i have you bff

2008-06-12T11:37:00.002+08:00

now the only thought i have now is to leave.
i mean it's so free out there,
no Os, no stress, no more trainings.
you can say it's a form of me running away,
but i dont like life here.
no purpose, no fun, no life.

i dont know what i will think when i gow up but now,
im in desperate need of a break.
and no more crazzzzy studying.

i am so, tired. tired.

2008-06-11T15:14:00.000+08:00

dont try taking my pimple horrible kid!

okay we were so free,

so we decided to go out,

but i found that my pimple was acting crazzzzy.

so we went to swim instead[:

love ya best.

2008-06-10T20:17:00.002+08:00

what's more to life than,
youtube
facebook
friendster
imeem
msn messsenger
blogger
blog hopping
sleeping
tv
eating
chores
NO BOOKS.

hate life

2008-06-10T17:35:00.003+08:00

( it's the knock out round)

i nearly had a heartattack when i THOUGHT
two pages form my e maths TYS was missing.
woah, audreyyyyyy.
IM FINISHING MY E MATHS HW
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy[:

2008-06-10T13:47:00.002+08:00

yesterday night, was the worst night of my life.
i finally realise there is actually no one there for me.
i mean you may tell your promblems to your friends,
DESPERATELY.
but it turns out it's either they dont understand or care.
it's important to you,
i also know i cant force them to take the matter seriously.
im so tired of life, im telling myself to continue,
BUCK UP AUDREY
rings 2824675874933921 times in my brain, but i just collaspe,
halfway, out of fuel.

im so tired of life here,
of the people here,
dont tell me you guys understand, cause in reality you guys DONT.
you guys just dont. i want to leave.
i know my journey does not end here,
running away is the best ending.
things pile on my mind,
my to-do list seem to grow longer and longer,
but i dont have the energy to continue anymore,
not anymore.

i try climbing that barrier placed in front of me,
i try threading in beads,
but a slip of a hand, or a kick, everything falls.
back to square one.
i know i need the courage, patience,
but im too numb too tired to continue..
it's like a virus,
which attacks my body,
i get weaker & wealer,
but after countless attacks,
i build up strong resistance,
no matter how many times the virus attacks,
im numb, just numb,
willing to take the insult the hurt,
but i'll stay numb hoping,
oneday the virus will stop attacking,
but it won't.cause im not willing to take it away.
im not ready to let go, and admit defeat.

i'll do fine aone,
a girl with an emotional baggage on my shoulders.
someone with a heavy burden,baggage.

2008-06-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i just dont know how to wake up from that dream.
thinking it's the best that i've had,
im refusing to wake up& face the world.

thinking im of still some importance,
but i know im not.
still not waking up yet.
sometimes im always expecting something,
but nothing comes back.
so is this the best ending of this chapter?

i just dont know how to make myself stop,
maybe it's not time to face it yet.
maybe i'll just go for a lil while,
till im ready & maybe forgotten or remembered.
im sorry.i cant let go

2008-06-09T15:00:00.002+08:00

i have been feeling like a fucktard this few weeks.
i dont know why,
i look ugly,
im ugly,
im stupid,
im lazy,
A FUCKING FAILURE IN EVERYTHING

my braces are stupid.
my stomach hurts,
my knee feels like it's gonna break down.

i keep telling myself,
buck up and continue.
im just tired,tired of spending each day without emotional pain,
misses,crying.
i dont even want to step out of the house and face other people.
im turning more & more sensitive, maybe what coach said was right.
EVERYTHING JUST LIES WITHIN ME.

ME
ME
ME
ME
ME
ME
ME

so many problem lies unsolved,
puzzles left uncracked in my mind,
pain left unattended in my heart.
im breaking down.

2008-06-08T16:19:00.003+08:00

I WAS STUDYING,till i got distracted& ate my milo dinosaur:D

hi baby no more.

2008-06-08T12:09:00.003+08:00

well, i aint slacking today.
mopped the hse floor while entertaining myself,
pushhing the bucket around like a trainnnnn.
toot toot toot[:

im satisfied.
cause the houseeee is so cleannnn.
i talked to Ben yesterday!(:
bestie bestie addicted friend of mine.
i really well, hmm.
shall not say anything.
that poor kid, nobody entertain him
he's life is so boring, which i dont think so.
it's a point of perspective.
& i want my elephant(:

wait till you come back,
i'll hug you & tell you you're my bestf forever& ever.

oooo, Garfield show is way cooooooooooool.
gonna watch incredible tales, yay![:
i manage to finsh like ONE e maths hw.
still got A Maths to gooooo.
oh no, i haven even study.
& much more of biology to go:(
cries.gonna cut my hair on thurs.
here i come banngggss

2008-06-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

i think i must be out of my fuckking minddddd.
forget everything audreyyyyy
start afresh

2008-06-07T21:32:00.002+08:00

Like my new razor back:DDD

im like damn fat luh:/

& i need a haircut omggg, crashed angeline's place today.

watched kung fu panda, funnnyyy showwww![:

then went home luh, it was fun,very fun(:

i love my babes!

2008-06-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

To forget i need to leave

2008-06-06T21:45:00.003+08:00

see those naughty boys-.-
they play basket ball LIKE THAT!
with John up on the chair they aim and shoot,
hoping it doesnt get smacked away by him-.-"
damn funny seeing them play.lol

THIS ARE THE "HOTTIES" FROM MY CHURCH:
Top left to right: daryl,brandon,kelvin,clement
Bottom left to right: zheng yu, john, ronald,ernie.

im the faithful supporter of YCKC Captain Balls' team yo!

aye, that's not my stomach!
its the crumpled shirt:/
fat fat aud:/

Training was fine,
with me crapping away, & them laughing their asses off.
David finally coaxed me into going back to clementi training, ahhhh
( with his mean ways)
then went to dhoby ghaut to eat and crashed the Tampines Sports Hall again.
they sort of won, but ahah!
man, they are one fun sort of people man!:DDD

then Ronald was lke telling me how they got FINED for jaywlking!!!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH! you funnnnny peeps!(:
deb and i then went walknig round and back homeeeee:D

(shit, he's online)
& not talking to me:/
i guess it's bye bye time:/

2008-06-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

tmr there is traininggggggg.
& the "hotties" form my church is playing again.
oh man, beofee training im alr having aches.
sheez.
i was halfway admist doing my work i smelt a familiar smell.
kw's deodorant.
heavenly smell, i like(:

lol, tmr gonna be a tough day,
crashing compass anw tmr.
bye, dont feel like posting:/
ilybff

2008-06-05T15:57:00.002+08:00

yay, our clique blog is doneeeee:DDD
yo peeps please check it out.
http://haamac.blogspot.com

CREDITS TO AUDREY YEONGGGG[:
well, apparently im slacking again.
haven touched my books for ages:/
hmm, where did my studying craziness go to?

i like sitting on my doorstep,
where the breeze never stops blowing my hair.
i like the swing at night,
cause the stars never stop shining

2008-06-04T22:51:00.002+08:00

there's no more guidance,
it feels weird, it feels kinda freeeee.
but it doesn't turn out good i guess.

today we had like tuition,
unproductive one i should say after ronald left haha.
so yeah, we finished.
then crashed tampines sports hall.
we screammmed for our hotties yckc:DDD
and this odac team VJC was like HOT:D
tan thats why.

but it was boring and crap,
then went back home, during the trip jeri started her matchmaking sessions.
it was hilarious.well to what she could matchmake people to.

i really miss those times,
i'll take your word seriously[:

2008-06-03T22:56:00.001+08:00

there is an invader in my blog
ALERT ALERT[:
she's one of my 5 BFF i have(:

2008-06-02T11:51:00.002+08:00

i guess i'm really much involved in someone's else life.
i hate life here.
i dont know why im stuck in this miserable land.
Amid the raging storm,
can a brave swimmer surface?

im going back to training for good.
maybe for fun.
i will try winning medals and stuff,
i just want to finish my JC life,
and get the hell out of here.
fear awaits me,
excitement enlightens me?

anw, i haven been studying for ages:/
my A Maths is detiorating:(
and i miss SLC peeps,
though we ain't the same anymore.
i miss you fucktard.

gotta hang in there and just run.

2008-05-31T21:51:00.001+08:00

did i tell you about my shopping trip yesterday,
turned out horrible ad disappointing.
excludint the part i keep making angeline laugh,
i think i had pas formed from all those giggles.
oh, apparently the stuff we wated were ALL GONE
totally shocked:/
so we crash vivo for nothing.
dhoby ghaut i bought my Ripples slippers.
not bad(:
but today turned out to be better:DDDD
bought a five dollar shirt and jacket(:
and my swim suit.
LIKE FINALLY(:
smiles

2008-05-29T14:34:00.003+08:00

i have yellow teeeeeth:/

with my orange braces.

okay i went to ernie's hse to swim.

Mum and us practically had the whole pool to ourselves.

i swam, then tanned. kinda.

so a lil tiny bit blackie now.

stuck on doing maths papers noww.

tmr we're going shoppinggg yay:D

my rainbow tee and jacket.

woah.

happy audrey yeonggggg.

2008-05-28T18:21:00.002+08:00

oh, crashed town yesterday:DDD

got my check list on what to buy.

got my 150bucks, adding onto the loans people got from me,

wheeeeee. my foever 21 rainbow tee and jacket.

plus my six earringgs(:

can i add in my handbag?

or my converse shoes?

teehee. im so not studying today still.

gonna chiong 4 stacks of maths papers tonight and the whole of tmr.

im stuck at home during the hols AGAIN:/

to take care of my sis.

i crashed macs today.

was with hui ting, marge and amni+ her friends.

today again i didnt see ____

saddening aye?

but it's okay i guess.

life between us gotta stop.

there'll never be corssroad between us ever again.

dont know i should rejoice or cry.

i'll just live life as it is?

yeah.